Sometimes when I send him to the nanny's house,he will give me the "I don't want you to go" look. And he is the only thing i think about the whole day.
Sometimes he totally forgot that I'm there cos he is busy watching some Ah Lian sing song cd. And the whole day I will smile and think about him singing the Ah Lian sing song.
Sometimes he will sit at the gate and see me leave. And I will remember the face the whole day.
Sometimes he will mumble something like "mami..mami" with a sad face. And the whole day I will wonder "is he calling me?"
Sometimes he will drop on the ground and perform some bollywood break dancing on the ground (most likely on Mondays). And the whole day I'll wonder if he is okay after that.
And when I pick him up, sometimes he fell asleep on the couch. Nanny said he sat there and waited for me until he fell asleep. And when I say "Jayden........." he will immediately open his eyes and say BABAI! and wanna put on his shoes. And that made my day better already.
Sometimes he is playing by himself and he will say YAY! when he sees me. And wanna put on his shoes ASAP. And that will make my day even better!
Sometimes he is outside watering plants with nanny and he can easily spot me (perhaps cos I'm not that "small" anymore) walking towards the house and started giggling and thought that I'm playing hide 'n' seek with him. And what can be better than seeing him laughing and giggling while going home with me? I don't know.
It seems like no matter what he does, he's on my mind all day, all night, all the time. That's why I said he is small in size but big in my heart. I lup him so muchie!