Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Apa Mau Tulis Hari Ini?

Saya pun tak tau. I have so many things running in my mind like orang gila. I sleep everynight, but every morning after I wake up, I feel so tired. Because my mind was still working very hard for don't know what reason.

I sit in front of 2 screens everyday. And after that 8 hours, I just wish that I'm like a mannequin,so that I can dismantle all my body parts and lay them nicely on the floor. I take out my head and put on the floor. Take out both my hands and put on the floor. Take our my legs and put on the floor. Semua take out and just lie down and don't move. Maybe I won't feel the backache that is killing me softly for months.....Get away from the screen? Go out for a walk? No, I just felt that I want to be alone and just sit there and don't move. Why? I don't know.

My mind is not at work. I look at one screen but my hand wanna work in another screen. No heart you can say. But gila gila, I created something and sold to my first customer (thanks Amy). That's the problem. I only get my inspiration when I'm damn sad or depressed or busy. How?

At night , I eat my dinner and then after the Chinese show I'll tell Big C that I wanna go out for a bite. Jayden of course happily went and put on his shoes. Big C the poor fella gotto entertain both the gila wife and the son also after a tired day at work. Sometimes I have little cravings for Ice Cold Ribena, Or Simply Just Curly Fries or I have specific craving for example like this...


tong-yuen

My ex-craving (tong yuen) when I was pregnant with Jayden. And no...it's not like what you're thinking. Not P ok.

Few weeks ago Mott msned and Immomsdaughter smsed to asked me, Where is "Sasha". I answered them "I'm here la". But I know what they mean. They no longer see the same Sasha in BlaBlaBla anymore. Seriously I, also don't know where she went. I'm also looking for her and so far, I can't find her anywhere. Maybe later she will come back la...or maybe later later la...see how.

38 comments:

  1. SaaaShhhaaaa.... FAN LOI LOrrrr....FAN LOI Loooorrrr.r......(COme back lo in Canto)

    hahah go to those CHinese bomoh , they will ask your Roh(Spirit) to come back !!!

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  2. aduh.. sasha play hide and seek bah that. play chak!

    apa mau tulis.. me also blur. But as always, you come up with something for us to laugh and gigle about. that header especially.. like some .. dont know what to say.. you like possessed, "dipukau".. that you have just to come here again n again.. no wonder we can feel you being away. :)

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  3. Ah I can see your hormones playing tricks with you. Hahaha.

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  4. adoi...i aso want to eat now.

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  5. Sasha, what happen to you? Do drop by Guardian or Watson to check on the P test kit..maybe the + sign make u crave on food and moody...hahaha!

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  6. why sound so down leh??? u ok wat, i dun feel wor!!!

    anyway, itu craving symptom was the culprit, no?? i also luv 'tong yuen' so much!!!

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  7. haha like the tong yuen, is that with soya mikl?

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  8. Ahhh buuu jak...found u, let's go to spaaaaa..., u need that don't u :b

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  9. aiyoh apa maciam kawan? why so depressed? dont lidis la... be happy ma... eh usually body getting ready for P is lidis wan wor... want test kit ah like what joanne said....

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  10. wah pregnant ah!!

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  11. I hope you are feeling better emotionally ya..:) you take care..!

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  12. Jorn loi lor.. kakakak...

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  13. Am I missing something or what? I thought u said u're not pregnant but why everyone seem to think u are?

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  14. wah somehow this post is like kinda disturbing leh..u ok anot? u need a break lor...just get away just u without the hubs n kid can ah??

    and yr backache better see a chiropractor la...u will definitely feel much better after a few visits!!

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  15. hope you are ok :D eh, what is it that you do and are selling now? care to share ah?

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  16. etceteramommy10:57 PM

    Yes.. happens to me sometimes. That's how post like 'desperate housewife' came about... full of my ngam ngam cham cham... :D

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  17. Haha, like what Blur Angel said "Fun loi lor, fun loi lor"!

    I know u'll always have something to write but sometimes just don't have the mood to write. No worries, no worries, I'm sure u'll gather all ur pieces together again and be back soon.

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  18. I want the siao siao Sasha back! I want the siao siao Sasha back! So here's something I hope will make you smile
    again.

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  19. Firehorse9:44 AM

    Hi sasha, i read your comment at mumsgather and i tot, alamak where is dis sasha running off to, so i cepat cepat mari sini and check.

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  20. mom2ashley11:00 AM

    ohh so you actually sold your design services to shoppingmum for that banner eh? very enterprising la you..

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  21. Hijackqueen11:50 AM

    Well, human go thru a cycle. Not everyday your life is full of happiness. God promise us life but not a easy path. Come, come. Learn yoga. say "OMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm". Good! Now lay down on savasana. ah, good. I massage your head for you. Later you massage my head also.

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  22. Hijackqueen11:50 AM

    Eh, why your tong yuen got milk like dat wan? You no mood hor. I eat for you la. Don't waste. *rampas & run*

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  23. give yourself a break...take the Hari Raya break to indulge yourself in something you love...

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  24. U deserve a break too lah. Take care and come back with vengeance,ya?

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  25. same as me.. I work with 2 screen of computer everyday 8 hours.. my eyes really tired.. what to do.. got no choice lel...

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  26. Sasha, u are just too stress la..
    Go for a short holiday, since holiday is round the corner lo!
    Eeeee..i like tong yuen too! With black sesame inside! Yum yum!

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  27. Big Sasha, no worry...mommy is here:) Aiyo! tell ur hsemate u r quiting ur job lol! Go find another one sure u will get a better. Or stay at home like me set up an online store sell whatever u want. Hurry up..then u will not upset or lost anymore.

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  28. what happened to you??
    i like tong yuen very much, especially peanut tong yuen

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  29. I think you are the same Sasha but sometimes when we are busy, no time to joke lor.

    We all have that sort of moment, so don't worry.

    Why your tong yin soup whitish in colour one? Is it cooked in milk?

    Gone off crabs ah?

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  30. sasha, go holiday or take a reallyyy good break or go MIA for a while.. tak kisah lah what you do, but take care of yourself okay!!! we'll miss you too much if you stop writing!

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  31. Life's full of ups n downs. No worries, it's jes a phase that'll pass soon. Hang on tight for ur roller coaster ride!

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  32. Write anything - your story always so fun and entertaining one, and I will always be your loyal reader :P Cheer up.

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  33. Two reasons why you're writing such a moody blog post..

    1) You're pregnant
    2) You're pregnant

    hahaha *cabut*

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  34. Take a linglong , stand at the road junction, and called out like Blur Angel :P

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  35. Hey babe, I hope you'll be the same ol' Sasha again, yeah?

    Take care!!!

    p/s: If you crave for crabs, don't forget to call me, ok? Hehehe...

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  36. I pun nak makan "tong yuen" lah... Must go buy the frozen one tomorrow liow...

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  37. When i read ur post, i thot u were preggy! Hey, cheer up lar :)

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  38. Anonymous12:13 AM

    HI HI... very long time no pop by here lu.... solli solli...

    Hope u feel mucha bettah...

    Take care... hugsssssssss

    Ah Wen cuzzieeeeeee

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