So you see, to some ppl, I'm still considered young. Being at 27 this year, many of my friends are still searching for the right one, searching for more "fun" in the clubs and some still searching for don't know what. So to them, I'm like "aunty" and only talks about "aunty" things. They seldom ask me out anymore, cos the normal outings will be at clubs...or dinner at night in the weekday?? And weekend, when I'm ready..they're half dead because "hang over" from the clubs last night. And when we sit together they will talk about liquor la...ciggs la...go where to club la...go here holiday la...and they ask me "so what's new with you"...what am i supposed to answer leh? So i guess to them, they "pity" me cos getting all tied up with family and of course my Jayden. Yeah yeah..pity me but when they're "lonely" the msn msgs comes in.. "i can see that you're happy with your baby and family, are you happy?" And i will say "Of Course!"
And many of them do not understand why i love to blog. In my blablabla i can tell what i wanna tell. If you don't like what I write, they can choose not to read and i don't get to see thier expression. And i found so many new friends that speaks the same language. Be it, motherly, funny, serious, humsup or whatever, i found them. To "some" ppl it's just a waste of time especially when I'm updating about my son..my sakit-tary says "Alah Sasha nie..asyik asyik dengan Joyden dia.. Hair Hair ambik gambar...hair hari tulis apa Joyden buat". Yeah Joyden...sick to hear what they call my son right. Everytime they say my son's name wrongly i felt like throwing my super sharp heels right at the eyeballs. Haha at least i have a son to write about...
So you see...why am i closer to my blogger friends than to my friends...you have my answer.
Eh sorry la...abit sick now. Waiting for 2pm to see panel doctor. After dat wanna go home and sleep liao. Damn dizzy since morning. Oh yah..when I'm sick and tired and sian..i look at this and it cheered me up ..
i wanna go home...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa